Sometimes, I think, going out and acting like you feel good about yourself, really changes how you look on the outside.
Usually, I'm not one to jump at the chance to go to any sort of pool get together. Bathing suit + me = Well, discomfort, to say in the least. But I was invited today, and I went. I've never been night swimming, but I hung around till about midnight and I have to admit it was fun.
Not once did I wrap myself in a towel and sit in a chair. I was all over the diving board and sitting on the side of the pool. I actually felt like I was kind of attractive. xD
In a way, I'm proud of myself.
It was probably a one time thing, because the feeling faded when I got home and looked in the mirror. :P
Usually, I'm not one to jump at the chance to go to any sort of pool get together. Bathing suit + me = Well, discomfort, to say in the least. But I was invited today, and I went. I've never been night swimming, but I hung around till about midnight and I have to admit it was fun.
Not once did I wrap myself in a towel and sit in a chair. I was all over the diving board and sitting on the side of the pool. I actually felt like I was kind of attractive. xD
In a way, I'm proud of myself.
It was probably a one time thing, because the feeling faded when I got home and looked in the mirror. :P
2 comments:
ahh i wish i could've gone even though i definitely would've been wrapped in said towel. haha
i guess you felt bold and had a happy result...which is good. I hope you can get to a point where you are happy with your self image.
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